AH...sweet desperation.

I'm really missing my old band today...we were good...amazingly good. Most of it was the other guys in the band...i was the weak link. But even with me...we were still really good. Its not that i don't like the stuff that Fathoms Deep is doing...its really fun, but like no one is committed, we just kinda goof around, which is totally fine, but sometimes its unfullfilling. I miss playing shows, the lights the love.

Been really jonesing for EQ2 as well...i'm evil...i got all the guys i hang out with at our LAN party interested. We're reforming the old guild The Brotherhood of the Hand...got our forums up and now i'm working on a revised web site. I think its going to be a blast...those kind of games are when you get everyone together to play. We are talking about having LAN EQ2 sessions...now that would be something.

8/3/2004 - Mixing with Mesons

yeah...here i am...the pathetic geek collapsing to the pressure of internet fad *sighs*
ahh well...

the reason i've never gotten around to writing a blog is nothing ever freaking happens to me
i work...eat...geek out in front of the PC then go to sleep...
have you ever heard of the term "flash in the pan"

so i figured i'd use this space to muse and otherwise abuse grammar and spelling...of course blogspot has a spell checker so i suppose i'll use it.

grabbed DOOM3 yesterday...yeah you heard me...YESTERDAY!
i must say that the game has reached new heights of oops-i-pooped-my-pants creepiness...
the lighting, textures, sounds...all are uber(WITH A FREAKING UMLAUT) creepy...

of course band practice was a no show...our drummer got a new job which is really cool...but unfortunately for a while i don't think he is going to be able to make it to practices because of the long hours. i would definitely like to get back to where we were about a year ago before we took our long leave of absence (i'll get around to that someday)

for now i say

challenge me
unleash the corporeal
hounds to devour
and ravage
incubate the heart attack
nurture and defend
immolation and sustenance
combine